If Solitude and Loneliness Were a Couple

 In the vast expense of human emotions,solitude and loneliness often exist as distinct entities,each  with its own narrative.What if these two feelings were not solitary wanderers but entwined in a dance,intimately connected like a beautiful and sweet but mysterious couple navigating the intricate steps of human nature.There are several ways to express feelings and emotions,we humans are social creature,we crave for friendships,new experiences and most of we crave for people who adore and love us as much as we adore them.But there's always exceptions,these are the people who enjoy being by themselves,they are what we typically call intoverts.

         So intoverts,they have two side one being solitude and the other being their loneliness they like being in solitude but every once in a while they also want some interaction,they get sick of their loneliness and crave for social interaction but they have a hard time with people,their two emotions are in reality their lifechoices with each they live everyday.

    Yeah,now back to topic,imagine a moonlit ballroom where a couple is dancing,the couple being solitude and loneliness they engage in a silent tango [Tango is a ballroom dance that branched away from its original Argentine roots by allowing European,American,Hollywood and competitive influence into the style and execution of the dance.The present day tango is divided into two disciplines American and International style]. Solitude,the graceful partner,is a choice,a deliberate retreat into the sacntuary of one's own company.Lonelines, on the other hand,is an uninvited guest,a shadow that clings to the edges of the dance floor.Together ,they create a dance that speaks volumes without uttering a word.

Solitude whispers tales of self-discovery and introspection,inviting individuals to explore  the depths of their being .Loneliness,however whispers a different story-a melancholic narrative that yearns for connections an dunderstanding.Together,they form a haunting symphony,echoing the intircate desires of the human heart.Solitude is an artist's retreat ,a canvas for introspection and creative expression.When paired with loneliness,this canvas becomes a mirror reflecting the vulnerabilities and longings buried within.The couple,in their dance,invites individuals to confornt the raw,unfiltered aspects of themselves.

                Solitude is the gentle embrace of a quiet evening,a sancutary where the mind finds peace.Loneliness,however is the echo in an empty room, a stark contrast that amplifies the absence of companionship.Together,they create a dance of contrasts,weaving a tapestry of emotions that range form serenity to heartache.Solitude and loneliness,though seemingly opposed,share a paradoxical connection.Solitude,when embraced willingly,can be a source of strength and self-renewal.Loneliness when acknowledged and understood can pay the way for genuine connection with oneself and others.In their dance,they reveal the intrictate balance between the need for solitude and longing for meaningful connections.

    Let's think about this in a different comedic way,say If solitude and loneliness were a couple their love child would be a prfect product for an introvert.With its sleek design and cozy interior,it's like having a private  sanctuary all to yourself.Say goodbye to pesky interruptions and hello to uninterrupted me-time.Whether you're binge-watching your favourite shows or indulding in a good book,this product is your ultimate partner in crime. So,why settle for just solitude or loneliness when you can have both in one fabulous package? Get yours today and embrace the soliude like never before!

              But still,it is just a thought,we love and enjoy solitude but every now and then we feel lonely,we miss someone and that's the human nature.Let's just embrace the dance; rather than shunning the dance of solitude and loneliness, perhaps we should learn to embrace its rythm.Recognize that these emotions, they are not isolated but interconnected facets of the human experience that allows us to navigate their complexities with grace and understanding.

In the ballroom of human soul,if solitude and loneliness were a couple,their dance would be a poignant expression of the human condition.It is a dance that invites us to explore the beauty in solitude,acknowledge the ache in loneliness,and find harmony in the delicate balance between the two.As we witness this enigamatic partnership,let us learn to appreaciate the nuanced steps of the dance,understanding that within its shadows lie the profound stories of our own hearts.

~The Idiomatic Idiot.

Embrace the shadows,go Bad or go Home

 In a world fixated on heroes and their tales of virtue, I stand on the other side,in the shadows where the unapologetic thrive,where chaos reigns and where the bold dare to be bad.For someone who has grown tired of the relentless pursuit of goodness.It's time to embrace the darkness and live by the creed of "Go Bad or Go Home" - a philosophy that exalts the true nature and darkness in the heart.

         The world sings praises to heores who follow the rules,but where's the thrill in that,we are the ones who defy the rules,we challenge the shackles of social norms and break free from the mundane and embrace the exhilarating chaos that comes with defying expectations.Just like the street racers who defy the rules and race for the thrill,the adrenaline rush and the near death experience and the power they feel when the engine growls and the race starts,those seconds when the car is at top speed and their veins are filled up with adrenaline,that is the moment they truly enjoy their life.

There's a saying that ,"When your near death,that is when you truly enjoy being alive".

                   We do not settle for mediocrity, we reach for the stars even if it means leaving behind chaos and conformity. "Go Bad or Go Home" is a call to embrace ambition unapologetically,to desire power and dominance without the constraints of mortality holding you back.

Heroes wear their heart on their sleeves,but we find strength in darkness, we thrive in the art of deception and the mastery of manipulation, using cunning intellect and strategic deceit to outwit those who blindily cling to the notions of righteousness.

Darkness isn't a place of fear,it's a source of strength,for people like me we have the urge to find solace in the shadows,to draw power from the very depths that heroes shun.It's a reminder that true strength lies in embracing the unknown.

           Morality is a construct designed to keep the weak in check.People like us who are the villains in so many people's stories,we don't even know most of them,we revel in the gray areas,unburdened by the constranints of conventional morality.

Heroes may be remembered, but legends are forged in the fires of villainy.WE live to craft a legacy that trancends the boundaries of morality,to be remembered not for conformity but for the indelible mark left on a world unwilling  to embrace it own darkness.

In a world obsessed with heorism,"Go bad or go home" stands as  a rallying cry for those who dare to challenge the narrative.Villains aren't confined by social expectations,who are weary of the relentless pursuit of goodness - heed the call of shadow,for in the realm of villlains,it's not about social service,it's about making the world your own dark kingdom.

~The Idiomatic Idiot.

I inhaled some fresh air and became toxic

Ever wondered why people complain a lot about their friends and relations being toxic,well the same thought popped in my head.I'm thinking how should i put this,its like I was on a nightwalk with my headphones in just to block out the noise of the world and suddenly my bizzare and utterly confusing thought process led me to a very thoughtful yet very weird thought,what if I'm the only one whose toxic and because of it my friends and relations are getting toxic.

        What if I have inhaled some fresh air and became toxic which is completely ironic as fresh air is supposed to clear your mind of intrusive thoughts and despicable feelings and yet in my case this all happens in a very disturbing way.

Let's dive into how my thought process led me to this fact,So what exactly comes to mind when you think about a person being toxic.For exampe if there is a person who doesn't exactly know what  toxic person is like and you ask him this question,his straight forward answer would be the person he hates most regardless if the person in reality is toxic or not,the hatered he feels might be because of envy or some past trauma not that it matters though.

          Yeah,so this reminds me of some quotes like, "I wonder how many people who don't even know me will hate me just because someone else described me to them".This shows us the judgemental and envoius side of the society.People will judge you based on others opinion about you.

Okay,now lets wrap up this giber-jaber and back to main topic about how inhaling some fresh air,made me toxic.

My life's kinda full of random moments and a complete chaos leading to a very true fact about how I developed my thought process. But there's a silver lining to it, Not knowing what's gonna happen the next is kind of interesting and also nerve racking.

Now you might wondering how a chaotic and random life can be lived,its easy to explain, let's take the assistance of Chaos Theory.

Chaos theory states that within the apparent randomness of chaotic complex system[My life]

there are underlying patterns,interconnections,constantfeedback loops,repetetion,

self-similarity,fractals and self-organizations.

                 Let's put this through a perspective of s human mind.This persepctive suggests that seemingly small life events can have a large impact on psycology,mental health and behaviour.The perspective also argues that life is uncertain and that people shoud have compassion on themselves during times of transition and look for ways to adopt and grow.

             Now you might be wondering why this dude just made you read the entire refrence about chaos theory with absolutely no related example,that is true but this just show how easily i manipulated you to read about chaos theory.

       Sorry about that,now let's relate with an example there are many events in our life which are siginificantly small but can change the outcome or future of our life in its entirety. The classic example is when you randomly meet a stranger and that stranger becomes your best friend for life,so meeting the stranger was a small event but that had a significant impact on your life.Let's say you were listening to a song,you liked it but forgot to add it to your playlist and also you forgot its name and now that you can't listen to it again has a effect on your mood.This is a classic example of butterfly effect which is part of chaos theory.This effect explains how a small fluctuation in one condition of nonlinear deterministic system can generate a huge difference in later outcomes.

                       This all relates to me because of all the major and minor mistakes i did in my life.I inhaled some fresh air and  became toxic is exactly true because i became toxic to myself because of the slight changes I made in my enviornment,I grew up not having many friends that led me to develop some bizzare skills like reading body language and getting a idea about their thought process.I'm not afraid of people being toxic to me but rather me being toxic to them,I live in a constant fear of people rejecting me and that's why I'm alway alone.

     I don't have a idea about how you should live your life or in reality how exactly do you need to live but I do know one thing, people are not born toxic,they are made toxic. But still they'll hate you for who you are.What exactly I meant by fresh air is the vast experinece I gained from life,about the reality of this world and also by reading about incidents that happen all around the world.

                 All this makes you question your life choices,were they good ? so far my life choices were equally good and bad. My life choices are the yin and yang of my life I have lived so far,and my toxic trait is that I do not focus on making good choices and regret the bad ones.

This is all for now,

Signing off -    The Idiomatic Idiot

Unique thoughts pop in my Cranium

  What if we all of the humans are already extinct and now what we are living today is just a simulation run by some higher inter-dimensional species who have inhabitated earth and they collected the data about us through our remains and their just experiencing how earths inhabitants lived.

About a time traveller 

                     A time traveller if lost in his path,can alternate the realities,deep within the darkness of his heart if a single spark of light flutters,the darkness can be erased but at the same time the alternate realities can also get destroyed.

                  

                Its a little brain teasing to say that if the time traveller can travel to both future and past simultaneously and is continously in the realm of the realm between the realms,then dosen't  it make his  future,past and present happen simultaneously at the same time in seperate dimensions.

One day you and everyone you love will die and beyond a small group of people for an extremely brief period of time,litte of what you say or do will ever matter. This is the uncomfortable truth of life,and everything you think or do is but an elaborate avoidance of it.We are inconseuential cosmic dust,bumping and miling about on a tiny blue speck, we imagine our own importance,we invent our purpose, ...... we are nothing.

Late night thoughts;

If Death is freedom from the drama of the world,why do people fear it,Life is entrance to the world full of drama,but people still embrace it, Why?

If you believe in ghosts,then trust me you have the fear of being rejected by your very own loved ones.

Tonight I'm gonna have the best dreams of my life,but I might not wake up tomorrow,Arigato the twisted curse of my life,

           I died yesterday.

A secret buried deep within,gives birth to the lies said forth,but the scar of truth remain behind.

If death greets to you,would you greet it back as a friend or fight it as a enemy,either way your gonna die a beautiful death.

I have this question that always bugs me,why do people make friends,why do people have hatred even to others whom they don't even know.Humans are social creatures but that is not supposed to overide the fact people do not have hatred in thier heart. I hate meeting new people, but the old one I know are some that i can relie on.What exactly do we mean when we say people are reliable. People live the life of fear, they are controlled by what  they follow and how often they get betrayed.People have an ego that they are better than everyone else,but there's always a bigger fish in the ocean.

~The Idiomatic Idiot.

 

False Prodigies of God,People call them Doctors

 

What does it mean?

Everyday false prodigies of god save the precious lives of people as a part of their daily routine,but still even if in a single severe case scenario the pateint dies who was gonna die anyways because of the inevitable compilications people get vexed blaming the doctors without a second thought, for the loss of their loved ones about whom the people were only trying to show their condolences.

 

                         They are called false prodigies for a reason,because no matter how good they are at the end of the day they are still humans.There's no doubt they are blessed with immense talent and skill but God has his way written.

Why this should be a concern?

  

                There's a very disturbing case about a expert gynaecologist who faced one of the most difficut case of her life and gave her all but the outcome was a tragedy.The case was of Perinatal Asphyxia[lack of blood flow or gas exchange to or from the fetus in the period immediately before,during or after the birth process] which was due to the formation of nuchal nord[occurs when the umbilical cord gets entangles around the baby's neck.Nuchal cord occurs in 10-29% of fetuses and the incidence increases with advance in gestation age].

 In most of the cases the etiology is long umbilical cord or more ammount of ammniotic fluid and its generally not dangerous but somtimes during the delivery the cord can get entangled and causes complications.

During the delivery same complications occured and inspite of electronic fetal monitoring devices both the baby and the mother lost their lives.The doctor gave her best and even after attempting earnestly she couldn't save their lives.The people without any hesitation blamed the doctor for what happend even when they knew the survival chance was below 5%,to be more precise they said the doctor wasn't capable,all of this pressure and criticism from media and people and the community got under her skin and she took her own life,despite being the total expert of her field.

         Those of us who have never experienced their true life will never know the daily struggles faced by the false prodigies of God whom we call Doctor.

Lets express their life experince  and time spend as docors through mathematics 

For a being a prodigy experience is required factor,so for a the complete life of the doctor we can create a equation about their experience as 

Now maths doesn't seem so uselss,does it.Now people wouldn't understand a singe thing they'll just think that the doctor can aways be blamed for thier losses,we don't have any idea what the prodigies go through everyday of their life.

So what is the solution for this?

Every time this happens analyze the situation properly.Is there any medical negligency happening fro doctors or the case is really complicated,always consult an expert.

When really the doctor is at fault which they rarely are then the situation should be dealt in a proper way instead of burdening the prodigies as i have told they are not god.

In medical colleges the critical cases should be dealt by expert experience holding professional and not interns  in any emergency situation which might reduce the chances of medical negligence.

We should always be solution oriented and not losing the trapped bag of emotion which we carry on our shoulders.

         

                 Doctors are false prodigies for a reason,God is so powerful he can turn a person's life completely upside down,the person won't even know what hit him ,but as far as it goes for our doctors they can only save a patient with all their best but still sometimes that is not enough,people won't understand that.This is why doctors are false prodigies and no true.

Doctors and patients are a important part of each other's life,both are dependent on each other, they are like the yin and yang of the medical life, but still why,why the life of prodigies is a nightmare if your not a true expert.

~The Idiomatic Idiot.